I don't understand why I feel the need to have downward mood swings every few months. I mean really. It's always brought on my meaningless things like not getting enough attention or feeling valued. But what do I need in order to feel that? I should be the only one that determines my value and it's stupid sometimes that I let people determine my own self worth.
I've also been thinking that I'm not settling for anyone until I find him or vice versa. I'm gonna hold out. I feel sometimes that my mom settled on my dad because she wanted to start a family. Well there will be none of that shit for me. N-O-N-E. I'm stubborn by nature and I'll hold out until I get my way.
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