Saturday, May 30, 2009

Here We Go Again!




Your Expression Number is 11



You tend to be associated with idealistic concepts and spiritual issues.

You have high potentials that are somewhat difficult to live up to.

You have very strong intuition and you can be a bit psychic at times.



Highly inspirational, you can lead merely by your own example.

You have an inborn inner strength and awareness that helps you advise others.

Although you have what it takes for a successful career, you belong outside the business world.



Overly sensitive and temperamental, you tend to have a lot of nervous tension.

You dream a lot, so much so that you may be more of a dreamer than a doer.

Fantasy and reality tend to get intermingled for you, and that leads to impracticality.






You Are Vitamin D



You're a naturally strong person. You've always had a lot of endurance.

You can survive what would make most people crumble. You have both mental and physical strength.



You don't do a lot to stay healthy - you just live a pretty natural lifestyle.

You stay away from processed junk, sleep like a baby, and get plenty of sunshine!






You Are Super Spiritual



You are in touch with the world around you, and you find peace in connecting with others.

You believe that every life is special and that every life has a purpose.



You value harmony and understanding. You try not to judge, bicker, and fight.

As simple as it sounds, you truly think it's important to make the world a better place.






You Are Highly Colorful



You are intensely alive and very passionate.

You are optimistic about the world and about people.



You feel very connected to others, and you tend to be a harmonizing force.

You are vibrant and receptive. You are ready for whatever the world has to offer you.






You Are Yellow



You are bright, vibrant, and cheerful. Your energy can take over a room.

You look on the sunny side of life. You are able to avoid stress, anxiety, and burnout.



It's hard to get you down, and you've rarely been depressed in your life.

You tend to have a clear mind and an unburdened heart. You try to bring as much light as possible into your life.






You Belong in Generation X



You fit in best with people born between 1961 and 1981.

You are fun, laid back, and very independent.

You are willing to take risks and live your life however you see fit.

You are casual, accepting, and friendly. You see everyone as your equal.






You Are Genial and Polite



You are optimistic and hopeful. Sometimes you do get disappointed by expecting too much.



You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable.



Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself.



You enjoy the world around you, and you thrive on new environments. You can be easily surrounded by natural or man made beauty.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Frustration Concentration

I haven't posted in over a month. I feel uninspired. That word alone can make someone put a noose around their neck.

I've been trying so hard to make things work. I feel focused and energetic. Somehow though, the energy I feel I'm putting out, isn't coming back to me in the way I expected it.



My life now is mundane. It's filled with wonderful people. I can look forward to my day and know where it will take me, but where are the ends?

I'm not unhappy by any means, I'm just antsy. Frustrated.

I keep thinking maybe I need to move on. Either physically or emotionally.

Why can't I find my footing? Where is my place?

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Holy Shit!

Is this happening? Justin, I think it's happening.



Click the title of my post to read the Washington Post article.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Mine for the Taking



This world is mine for the taking,
Whether I'm out late or waking up and baking;
I haven't sold albums that went gold,
Or have 20 plus cars that I roll,
But damn it feels like I'm making

Progress, that I stress is several years coming,
Don't stop running when the sun comes up;
Can't be late for my morning cup,
Chasing paper, best believe I deliver,
On what's mine

So, I'm gonna take this world,
Ride her steady, won't fall short because I'll pick myself up

This world is mine for the taking,
So when I rise up with fists,
Like Jenny Lewis,
I'm gonna make mountains explode,
Waves will roll,
And I'm gonna make mine the only path to behold

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Holy Crap!

I'm in love!...



...with this photo.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Collision Course

I want to express how much I love every person in my life.




It's terrible that I can't express that to anyone who is important to me.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Yoga Hotness









Ok...

So, obviously I learned something...at least in html code. I was just able to put a "trademark" under my blog title. Fuck yeah!

Goddamn Community Center Courses

So my experience tonight at my career center course was not very positive.

I came in with a really positive attitude. Ready to learn. Ready to kick Adobe Dreamweaver's ass. I however, was disappointed with the lack of structure, I guess.

I guess my frustrations come down to others that were distracted by, what I consider, mundane things. Or things I wouldn't be stuck on. (I hate the fact that I ended that sentence in a preposition). The other people totally threw my concentration off.



Also, our instructor totally did not follow a steady structure. He even apologized for "jumping around" on the course outline.

We'll see on Monday how much I absorbed when I play with Dreamweaver at my internship.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Blogthings




You Are Sun



You have a past history of being secretive and deceptive.

You're the type of person who will protect yourself at all costs.



While you can be crafty when you need to, you are usually giving, friendly, and likable.

You truly care for other people, and you are very sensitive.



People tend to underestimate you. You seem like a fragile flower, but you're not.

You are gutsy and clever. You have a way of getting what you want without anyone noticing.






You Are Carrot Juice



You are a warm, cooperative person. You work well with others.

While you have a fairly strong personality, you don't have a lot of clashes and conflicts.



You are ambitious, but not ruthlessly so. You won't step on anybody's feet to get to the top.

You are successful, and all your success has come while looking out for others.






You Are a Yellow Light



You take life at a sustainable past. Fast enough to do a lot, but not fast enough to leave everyone behind.

You are open to whatever may come your way in life. You're very receptive.



You are quite thoughtful and knowledgeable. You have the perfect mix of reflection and experience.

You think before you act. You like to know some of the facts before you make a decision.






You Are Peaceful



You are feeling very serene and centered. You're content with your life.

You have a clear head and a peaceful spirit. You are relaxed enough to appreciate what you have.



You are able to let go of your fears. You are trusting and generous toward others.

You live a quiet, mellow life. It may not be dramatic, but it's very fulfilling.






You Would Be a Upstanding Superhero



You are alert and observant. You can see through people easily. You know who's evil and who's good.



You need a lot of freedom in your life. You like to do your own thing, and you don't fit into any normal mold.



You understand people quite well and often know what others are thinking. Because of this, you can get people to do what you want.



You tend to feel apart from the rest of the world. You don't really fit in, and you don't try to!



You are a true intellectual. You are thirsty for knowledge, and you are curious about the world.






You Are the Anti-Jerk



You're so sweet, no one would ever consider you a jerk.

When it comes to deciding what to do, you always think about everyone else first.



There's nothing wrong with going the extra mile, as long as you don't let others take advantage of you.

Make sure you avoid jerks who will take advantage of your kindness. Be selective about who you're generous toward.






You Got 10/10 Questions Right



It's pretty clear that you're obsessed with Barack Obama.

Do you know his shoe size and Social Security number too?



In your group of friends, you're definitely the Obama expert.

You always having some Obama related trivia to share, and you're ready to dispel any myths.

AHahahahaha!!!!

There's so much happening right now. I'm overwhelmed, but in the greatest way possible. I have work that I love, people in my life that fulfill every need, but things are escalating. Emotions are rising. And I have to watch my footing while on this marathon.



I can't slip. And I feel myself wanting to. I want things I can't. They aren't mine to have.

Emotional cul-de-sac.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Blogthings




You Are Very Warm



You are kind, caring, and empathetic. A lot of warm energy radiates from you.

And it's not an act - you truly like people. You get a charge from people being around you.



You are are easy going and very socially adaptable. You're willing to overlook peoples'quirks.

You enjoy meeting people from all walks of life and helping them if you can. Giving makes you feel good.






You Communicate Honestly



You don't mince words. You are to the point and all about the facts.

However, you are charming enough to tell people the truth yet still not offend them.



It's likely that you have a hilarious, no holds barred sense of humor. And you sure tell an entertaining story!

You're also quite open. People can ask you anything, and you don't shy away from controversial conversation topics.






You Are Peanut Butter Sandwiches / Do-si-dos



You are easy going and naturally happy. You don't need a lot to make you smile.

You genuinely care about people and are a great friend. You're always doing your best to make the world a better place.



Even though there isn't an immature bone in your body, you still are like a big kid sometimes.

Why make life complicated when the best parts are actually quite simple? You enjoy the small joys of life.






You Are a Whiteboard



You are a dreamer, a visionary, and a straight up idea person. You are very creative.

Even if the things you think up are a bit wacky, they often are brilliant.



You are an adept problem solver. You are always tossing around dozens of ideas.

You would make a good artist, designer, or architect. You do best when work feels like play.






You Were an Outgoing Kid



When you were a kid, you had no problem expressing yourself.

There's a good chance you started talking early - and never stopped!



You had a lot of friends, and unlike most kids, you weren't shy around adults.

You were well adjusted and confident. You enjoyed speaking up and participating.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

25 and Still Alive!

It's surreal, and yet, mundane to get older. I've reached my "quarter life" whatever the hell that means and I couldn't have spent it with any other people in the world.



To the four greatest people I've ever met, I thank you for taking the time out to let me know what I mean to you. I can't repay that. I love you all.

To the fifth person that just gets me totally and loves me period; I love you, and we'll be together soon. I can't live without you.

And to my Mom. You've given me life, and I can't imagine how you feel knowing that your creations are people with lives separate from your own. That's a freeing and heartbreaking realization in and of itself.

It's great to be here.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Superheroes

Marvel or DC? That will always be the eternal conflict.




Monday, February 9, 2009

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Hottness






Holy Crap!

One week until my quarter-life crisis can begin. YAY!!!!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

President OBAMA!

This is the day the Lord hath made!!!



P.S. Michelle is smokin'. I'm going to be o-b-s-e-s-s-e-d with her the next four years.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Slumdog Millionaire



What does it take to change your destiny? When you're born a poor child, your family is killed, making you an orphan, and as a result you spend your childhood and adolescence scamming and scavenging to get by, what possible hope is there for you to win a millions of dollars on a popular game show?

Director Danny Boyle (Trainspotting, 28 Days Later, Sunshine)answers that question in Slumdog Millionaire which is a heartfelt tale of Jamal, an orphan that takes up a life of innocent crime with his brother Salim after his mother is killed.



The movie focuses on three periods in the boys' lives. Jamal, the innocent doe-eyed boy who fawns after a young girl who also lost her family, struggles to find his footing eventually growing up and working for a call center. Salim, the tough-as-nails older brother turns to a life of crime, killing fellow con-men, serving his own interests, and even using the object of his brothers affections, Latika, to his advantage.



Latika, as Jamal finds out, is a fan of the Hindi version of "Who Wants to be a Millionaire" after a failed attempt to take her from her current life where she lives with a wealthy criminal. Jamal then decides to take a chance with his fate and becomes a contestant on the game show with the simple hope of having Latika see him again.

The movie is told through three vignettes. The first where Jamal, played by doe-eyed Dev Patel, is being interrogated by police after the first night on the game show where he successfully answers questions that doctors and lawyers can't even answer. They suspect him of cheating. The second where Jamal is on the game show answering question after question with much trepidation and lack of expression. The third and final is the narrative which explains how this boy, this kid from the slums, who wasn't meant for greater things, knows the answers to the questions he's being asked.



What transpires in the following two hours is a tale of hope and tragedy, love and loss. And what occurs emotionally is more important and fulfilling than the desire for Jamal to win, both the money and the girl, but the realization that sometimes when you don't know the questions, the answers are already written out for you. ***A***