My New Slogan

I'm a talent, I'm a pro;
I'm a star don't you know?

Note to Self

Get over it.

An Ode to Fuck

How fucking much more can I take of this fuckery?

All these fucking people who occupy so much of my fucking time;

It's fucked-up;

All I want to do is fuck;

But fucking comes with fucking consequence;

And fucking consequences mean fucking ramifications;

How fucking much more can I take of this fuckery?

What a fucking harsh word for something so fucking beautiful;

We fuck, we throw it around, we throw it down;

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK;

Fuck me;

Love me;

Fucking do something while I wait for you to fucking get around to me;

Aren't I worth that fucking much?

Fuck

Too True

So after work today I went over and hung with Chadillac. What a guy. Really.

We were exchanging limericks from ours lives and I began to talk about the people I work with and how I adore them and how much I seem to really fit in there. I told him we're all really sarcastic and cynical.

When I started to describe them I said they were a lot like me. He said, "Divas?"

I said, "I wouldn't say I'm a diva. I always thought divas were demanding. Oh, wait. I am demanding."

He burst out laughing and observed how I didn't miss a beat in my thought process.

So, yeah, I guess I'm a little diva.

Love ya Chad. You're my bro ;)

The Fleetwood Mac Project

Song #2

When I began I vowed to conquer all
Then you promised forever
With a love that will never falter
It's at the end now, we're almost there

All these years
All these memories
There was you
You pulled me through

You call to me
In this blanket of darkness
After climbing so many walls
You say I'll write the end
Who knows where the period will fall

All these years
All these memories
There was you
You pulled me through

I'm writing the last chapter of our love
Just like you wanted me to
It's hard to concentrate on the words
Being here without you

And now we're at the end of the story
After I've traveled so far
It's been thousands of years since you've gone
But I'll finally reach that star

A Work in Progress

Here's a song I'm working on. It'll be on my third album entitled, "The Fleetwood Mac Project". (I think it may be done?...the song I mean)



"One Day"

I want to say I love you
As much as I want you to say you love me
But players only love it when they're playing
And I'm not at a place to give you that much

Never knew I'd love loving you this much
But you can't know what this means to me
Never knew I'd need your touch
Is it possible this will work out to be

You're tired of the games and I know
The calls will stop when your taste leaves my lips
Don't leave, this is need flooding my head
But you'll never understand that I'm the one that must go

Never knew I'd love loving you this much
But you can't know what this means to me
Never knew I'd need your touch
Is it possible this will work out to be

And someday I will tell you that I love you
When the distance from each other isn't far between
But for now we have 'til dawn
And it's this we'll share for the time being

Never knew I'd love loving you this much
But you can't know what this means to me
Never knew I'd need your touch
Is it possible this will work out to be

Never knew I'd miss your kiss, your lips
But you've left me because of my ways
Never knew I'd regret my existence
Perhaps one day

Ghetto Hippies

You heard it here first people. This is a new term to our culture that I'm bringing into our lexicon. It's called "ghetto hippie". The term refers almost exclusively to my roommate Stonedya.



I mean, what other term can you come up with for someone who can shake her ass in the middle of a living room while smoking from a piece?

I also had a wonderful time last night just hanging out with some of the coolest people in the world. I want to live at Joe's house on the west coast with the people who were there last night: Joe, Andrew, Justin, Sonya, Jordan, Emma, Janelle (who was there in spirit), dogs Sammy and Luna, and myself.



I can't believe how many people in my life that I love. I've never been in a place before where I just love people around me for who they are and that bring so much intellectual stimulation to the table. I just have so much love for these people and I hope to continue to surround myself with positive people and energies.